Why do I write blogs no one reads?!

It’s depressing when you call home and your wife puts you on hold twice then tells you that she has to take a shower so she has to go. Then if that didn’t make you sad enough, you call your best friend of over 10 years to wish him an early happy birthday and he is at work and can’t talk. We’ll  in the scheme of things, I know Robbie appreciated it that I remember and that I took the time from Afghanistan to call him and tell him happy birthday. Wish I knew what my wife was in such a rush for that she couldn’t take 10 to 15 minutes out of her day to talk to her husband who is in a combat zone. (I apologize, I don’t intend this to sound like I’m mad or angry at my wife, I’m just really frustrated about a lot of things right now. Stupid poeple really….) Oh well, I can’t know everything can I?  :,( “i’m holding my tear drops ransom!”

Burning out!!!

I don’t even know what today is. My mind is a blur, and no matter how much I sleep, I am always tired. I miss my wife and daughter. I constantly feel like I don’t belong. I’m always thinking outside the box. I’m probably depressed.